the original posts at http://msemogirl1996.multiply.com/journal/item/4
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bok 1 or bok 2?
kxe guys, anhirap kxe promise,
si bok 1., [lets say he`s carlo. my present boyfriend.]
mag oo5 months na kami this coming 24. lahat ng bagay sakin o kung ano man aco. love nea. especially ako.. pero now, ang problem namin ni carlo.. hindi na kami nagpapansinan.. nor nag uusap. hanggang tinginan nalang kami.. we`re just so quiet lovers ika nga..but yea, he still love me. :c.and ohyeah. i love him too just as he was. its nice to know that he wasn`t even playing dota and he`ll focused now on his studies. c: he changed.
and i did that.
si bok 2. [ahmm. xa naman si cedrick.]
siya, ung taong nakilala ko na napaka tiyaga. kse naman.. tignan mo oha.. mag oo8 months n xang umaasa. peo still, wla pdn nangyayari….. too bad. bestfriends pa cla ni carlo.. hirap grabe..mabait to.. pero medyo makulet lang.. masayahin dn. pero nanliligaw xa kei nona. parang wait lang..si nona ba o ako? :)) . cedrick also stopped his smoking only for me. LOL!
–> nowadays, imma confused coz of these two guys.i dunno what to do.
kxe sometimes. cedrick was just always there for me but carlo wasn`t. sometimes. carlo cares for me and cedrick cares much. i mean alot to cedrick. i can`t fooled him up. coz it seems like i broke his heart and cheated him bigtime. i dont wanna be a cheater or whatever .. kno wut guys, i loved cedrick once but he hurted me. :c now. it seems like he`s taking chances to me as his girl.. ohyeah. i`ll tell ya tha story..
cedrick was just a friend of mine. i know him as makulet, pasaway en a lovable person. but when i turned to high school, our relationship as friends got deeper than i thought. he told me that i mean much to his life and no other girl can do it to her. but when it was at the time of september, he courted my bestfriend. and yet, i was hurt… after a weeks, i finally moved on and yeah, carlo saved me from my vain.. and yea. carlo was now my boy. but nowadays this march, cedrick was acting like he can get my heart again. but idk. . i was still confused of the running situations now. carlo love me so much and yea. cedrick too.
now, cedrick and carlo was the boys i can`t ever forget. 
[they`re the one`s who made me confused. but yeah, confusion is a big challenge on how god can test you to handle many things right.
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^^.
thats all for now i can share. 